Tuesday, July 24, 2007
Deep Dark Hole - Click Here
I am in a deep dark hole
........No Top
...............No Bottom
.....................No Sides
......................... Reaching Out For Solid Matter
................................Nothings There
~~Anne Woodbury 1967
- **Ya Think**
- Lodi, California, United States
- I was raised in Wyoming where the Small Town Environment never left my soul. I have returned to California after living several years in the South. I look forward to life here and am grateful for the opportunity to return home in such a magnificent way!! Thank you my dear friends who all made this possible
3 comments:
I'm worried about where you are in your last two posts!!!!
I am having a very difficult time right now... Not hospital material or anything like that, but struggling none the less.
I am asking myself what I learned in Therapy over the years if anything. We wrote this post when we were a child and were many. It kept having it pound through my head yesterday morning. Flashbacks the last few days have been many... When I found the poem in the other post it sure hit home.
Sometimes just writing these things and sending them to the universe helps.
Sometimes I get very angry at those who hold my surname for believing I should silence myself. I feel as if I want to explode at times. At times I want to put my website back up where it belongs, instead of pleasing MW, who looks just like my father.
I am ok.. Not fine right now but ok...
Whew - I knew from the poems you were doing some visiting of the past. By the way the one you wrote is very very good - but you probably know that. I think you learned way way more than you might think right now - I know when I have troubled days, you always have the right thing to say - usually in a few words, but its perfect